waiting

Wait on the Lord
Be of good courage
And He will strengthen thine heart.
Wait I say on the Lord.

They that wait on Jehovah will renew their strength,
They will mount up with wings as eagles,
They will run and not grow weary,
They will walk and not faint,
Teach me Lord, teach me Lord to wait.

To wait on the Lord is just to love Him.

My intention is to wait. My intention is to wait on the Lord. Yet that which I intend to do I do not do. But that which I will not to do, that I do. Wretched woman that I am. Who will deliever me from this body of my flesh? I need a Hero. I need another life to live by. Another life to love by. Oh how I need to see Him. With just one look I am able to wait, to love Him with my best love. His gaze melts me. Subdues me. Draws me closer to Him. Lord, just look at me.

Search me o God and know my heart.
Try me and know my thoughts.
See if there be any wicked way in me.
Lead me in the way everlasting.

The heart is deciteful above all things
And desperately wicked,
Who can know it?

Lord, You know the depths of my heart. So search it out and burn all that does not match You away. Then infuse me with Your very self. May Your life in me overcome all the death in me. May you have a way to recover all the parts of my heart that are not possessed by You.