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thoughts on moving to austin...

i want to go. i think it will be a good opportunity. however as i begin to think about it, a few complications come up... and perhaps it's just because i'm thinking too much... but that practical side just gets the best of me. ok, so when i think of packing up to go there... my plan is only to be there for the 5 month semester. but i would still love to have my own computer there (how else will i keep up with my blog and chat sessions on a regular basis?!). but moving my computer and a few other things may involve shipping things again, and didn't i just ship all these things out of austin two years ago!? grrr... it's like that in life, isn't it. oh well.

another thing is the whole dress code thing. it's damn freezin here right now, so it's nearly impossible to figure how to pack for such a semester. and having to wear skirts all the time isn't getting me all excited (i wasn't expecting that to happen anyways). it's the dead of winter for heaven's sake... and lord knows i haven't shaved in weeks... and thinking of wearing a skirt in that condition is enough to scare me alone. i still need to do some more shopping i'm afraid... i still need some shoes. and that means spending more money... argh.

i still haven't gotten a "go" from the bros in austin, even though it seems a go from the bros here... this waiting business i was never really any good at. grrr... anxiety is not my portion... christ is. (i just have to keep reminding myself of that).

hm... i guess i've just been thinking about this all a little too much, because i can feel an uber headache coming on. grrrr.